Named a Best Book of the Year by The New Yorker • A New York Times Critics Top Book of the Year • Named Best Nonfiction of the Year by Literary Hub and Electric Literature • One of The Los Angeles Times 's 15 Best Books of the Year • One of The New Statesman 's 20 Best Books of the Year Sheila Heti collected 500,000 words from a decade's worth of journals, put the sentences in a spreadsheet, and sorted them alphabetically. She cut and cut and was left with 60,000 words of brilliance and mayhem, joy and sorrow. These are her alphabetical diaries.